U know itz smtymes so weird in life..cant understand how do i stop myself of thinkin...
Jst yellin at ma loudest Voice to not hear ma scream goin on beneath..
So badly in a mess..not excited for a future..jst given up on life
Dnt want EMOTIONS,FEELINGS or any of dis crap...
Jst wanna walk down the path i see..wen i close my eyes..
itz dark in der..wd a cold Breeze passin by..cant see the other end
standing still at one side..
Der is a delight in that fear to know nothing is going alright..
with tears in ma eyes..tryn to mk maself fine..i show a fake smile..like d comfort is all the while
But whom am i kiddn..i jst wanna DIE or DISAPPEAR like i was never alive..
am i jst fuckin Lonely or need a pshychiatrist to treat my mind..
I just wana be in smother world..wer things are totally not alike
I need help from someone who can read my mind..n make me realise..
whatz store for me in life..
DEATH IS MORE PEACEFULL
LIFE IS TOO HARDER TO SURVIVE...
life aint a movie missy !!! life is real , all the pain that u speak of may not b worth the tears ...life hasn't begun yet and u wanna end !
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ok now seriously !!! go on youtube and search for "HOW TO BE HAPPY".... happiness is all around just like sadness depends on wat u choose , its all in ur hands !! missing someone is painful but chressing the memories leaves a smile on ur face
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past is history . future is a mystery and present is a gift
i meant cherrishing
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